Rejuvenate myself

Working life aint good for me in the aspect that I cant really learn anything from my superior and the benefits + salary for me is quite unfair for what I am doing .. They are paying only 1k plus with 0 benefits for me as the assistant manager for the oil palm plantation which most of the other company will pay a lot for the harsh job ..

Instead of keep on cursing and blaming my boss , the only thing i can do is learn to enjoy .. and the best thing about plantation or agriculture is we are dealing with living things .. It is really interesting to see the growth of one plant or tree from A to Z .. start from seeds or seedling, to a full grown tree.. It is kind of like rejuvenating myself from looking at the plant .. Sounds like meditation but it's real .. really enjoying ..

what makes you think you like someone??

Someone ask me a question like this today:

" what makes you think that you like someone?? "

No doubt it's a hard question.. which i cant really know how to give the answer.. however, i did answer her without hesitating... haha .. duno whether i juz get the answer from sudden inspiration or juz it blast out my mind like that... hehe ..

Learn to find myself

My sis ask me bout future .. something would be so obvious but yet so blur to me ... duno what i am going to do .. duno what i want .. starting business ?? step into corporate life ?? or just find any job that can sustain my living cost and live for it ??
I stood there for a long time .. long enough for me to realize that i need to learn something.. something so important to myself .. yet , i need to learn to find myself..