Gosh, I just can’t stop thinking of her even as I am writing this.

It’s been a long time I didn’t strive or even try to look for and start a stable relationship. Previous fall(s) has been haunting me for a long~ time. The obstacle in front of me is getting bigger than ever not to mention it is indestructible.

Recently there’s a girl that has entered into my life since four days ago. After knowing her, I felt as if I knew her for years. She granted me the ultimate God strength to break through the obstacles. She is quite unique and special and I never seen this kind of girl before. A girl which is older than me but I can understand how she thinks. A girl which can talk even more than me but we can communicate well with each other. A girl that never says “no” to a guy like me, furthermore, willing to help me to change myself. A girl that offers me her hours even when she doesn’t really have much time for herself. How can I reject this kind of gift from GOD? I really do hope that she is real and I am not dreaming. I admit that I am very selfish and I do hope that I would succeed in stealing her heart for myself and keep it beside mine.

Gosh, I just can’t stop thinking of her even as I am writing this.