Rejuvenate myself

Working life aint good for me in the aspect that I cant really learn anything from my superior and the benefits + salary for me is quite unfair for what I am doing .. They are paying only 1k plus with 0 benefits for me as the assistant manager for the oil palm plantation which most of the other company will pay a lot for the harsh job ..

Instead of keep on cursing and blaming my boss , the only thing i can do is learn to enjoy .. and the best thing about plantation or agriculture is we are dealing with living things .. It is really interesting to see the growth of one plant or tree from A to Z .. start from seeds or seedling, to a full grown tree.. It is kind of like rejuvenating myself from looking at the plant .. Sounds like meditation but it's real .. really enjoying ..

what makes you think you like someone??

Someone ask me a question like this today:

" what makes you think that you like someone?? "

No doubt it's a hard question.. which i cant really know how to give the answer.. however, i did answer her without hesitating... haha .. duno whether i juz get the answer from sudden inspiration or juz it blast out my mind like that... hehe ..

Learn to find myself

My sis ask me bout future .. something would be so obvious but yet so blur to me ... duno what i am going to do .. duno what i want .. starting business ?? step into corporate life ?? or just find any job that can sustain my living cost and live for it ??
I stood there for a long time .. long enough for me to realize that i need to learn something.. something so important to myself .. yet , i need to learn to find myself..

New Jeans after 9 years

After 9 years i haven't bought or even wear any jeans , finally I do my ice breaking in Sg Wang this holiday trip to KL .. Found a loose straght cut in FOS which catch my attraction bcoz the colour quite eye catching + I found my size .. Haha.. Hope it suits me for more than a year la ..

New favourite song from Jay Chou

稻香

词：周杰伦 曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什麽人要这麽的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

不要这麽容易就想放弃 就像我说的

追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢

哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎 珍惜一切

就算没有拥有 还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

女人是恶魔 - 男人是天使

首先,我们知道,和女孩交往需要时间和金钱

由此可证, 女孩 = 时间 X 金钱

同时, 我们知道 时间 = 金钱
2
所以, 女孩 = 金钱 X 金钱 = 金钱

我们同时还清楚的知道, 金钱是万恶之根源

由此可证, 金钱 = √ 恶魔
2
所以, 女孩 = ( √ 恶魔 )

通过简化后, 我们不得不得到以下的结论

女孩 = 恶魔

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首先,我们清楚男人和女人在一起只为了爱和满足男人的好色之心

由此可证, 男人 = 爱 + 色

其实, 我们知道, 爱神丘比特是一个天使

爱 = 丘比特 = 天使

所以, 男人 = 天使 + 色

我们同时还知道, 佛教中的一句，色即是空

因此可证, 色 = 0

所以, 男人 = 天使 + 0

最后我们得到一个无法争辩的事实

男人 = 天使

Money Not Enough 2

New Jack Neo Movie - Money Not Enough 2 truely shows the reality and social issue about old folks - their future when they grow old... It's good movie although I thought it would be a comedy , at the end , I cry more than I laugh .. go to watch it .. really touching ..

Considers as Lucky

Nearly involved in car crash today... thanks to a little screw that blast my tyre..



A small screw punch into my tyre but it doesn't punchet immediately.. it juz let the air sniff out bit by bit and then when i came to a corner, my car juz lost control and i nearly skid into the drain.. Luckily, I am quite a good driver that i can handle such a chaotic incident.. My tyre, consider total condemn.. however, i consider myself as lucky coz I am still fine ...

Lee Chong Wei

Malaysia Badminon Men's Single - Lee Chong Wei finally went through the semifinal for our olympic.. Yeah..~~!! Now, he is at least half a million richer than us .. haha

By the way, Korean player, i know you put the effort but it's not enough... sorry !

what would you choose?

If there are two choices, the one you love and your career, what would you choose?? I am just stuck on this diverged road..

Gosh, I just can’t stop thinking of her even as I am writing this.

It’s been a long time I didn’t strive or even try to look for and start a stable relationship. Previous fall(s) has been haunting me for a long~ time. The obstacle in front of me is getting bigger than ever not to mention it is indestructible.

Recently there’s a girl that has entered into my life since four days ago. After knowing her, I felt as if I knew her for years. She granted me the ultimate God strength to break through the obstacles. She is quite unique and special and I never seen this kind of girl before. A girl which is older than me but I can understand how she thinks. A girl which can talk even more than me but we can communicate well with each other. A girl that never says “no” to a guy like me, furthermore, willing to help me to change myself. A girl that offers me her hours even when she doesn’t really have much time for herself. How can I reject this kind of gift from GOD? I really do hope that she is real and I am not dreaming. I admit that I am very selfish and I do hope that I would succeed in stealing her heart for myself and keep it beside mine.

Gosh, I just can’t stop thinking of her even as I am writing this.

New Target found .... Is it REAL??

Just get to know a new friend from my company activity .. a nice gal that is pretty and can communicate with me very well.. Although she is a bit older than me , but look younger .. haha .. told her that ppl might think that I am older if she stand with me ... furthermore, i feel very nice when i stick with her.. More important , she said she felt the same too.. Is it REAL ?? GOD pls tell me , is this the one?? Should I go for it ??

Started My New Journey ~

juZ started working last week, haha, can consider myself promoted - now, I am no more research officer or government servant.. New Job - Assistant Manager for oil palm plantation... haha... actually duno wat is my job scope .. like need to know everything from A to Z... but the salary is damn little...zzz

My First Unemployed Monday ~~ haha !!

today is my first unemployed monday that i ended my contract on last friday....

so sien nothing to do...

what will be my future le ??

Yo, ManU Claims The Trophy...~~

Thanks to C. Ronaldo and R. Giggs scores, ManU claims the trophy for English Premiere League after they crush Wigan Athletic 0-2 by scoring 2 away goals.

Thanks GOD...

P/S: Sorry to Chelsea Fans... But I still need to tell you that Chelsea .... sux.....haha

Responsibility ....~~ I think u need it....

Just got my week off ... nearly finish and gonna go to work for 2 more weeks.. Hopefully the coming weeks are good... Need to handle some trainees to my working place.. Actually , have no idea what kind of people they are but hopefully they are not as bad as i imagine.. Duno why I found that teenagers nowadays really dont have that respponsibility to handle their own things... I duno do u agree that most of the graduates duno what is that .. as they going for industrial training or maybe the outside world that they apply for job, they never thought that people are really looking through their profile and will do something bad if they are so irresponsible.. I shortlisted 30 trainees but almost 20 dun wan to come without noticing me... Do they know is their responsible to do that ... zzzzzz... I think most of them duno that if I am really bad , i could blacklist them from the work and others.. but I dun do that ... Hope that they will have a look on it and know that responsibility is the first thing that one need to work ......

Labour Day

Found out my inner self during this labour day. Seems like I have certain of fatherhood within myself.


Go to Hongkie to get my lunch done on Labour Day. Too boring to have normal lunch on that day. I saw this cute cute little girl in Hongkie (actually she saw me 1st). She just like other little girl that are so playful but not scared of me (Didn't shave for quite sometime). So cute and she started to play peek-a-boo with me behind her chair. We played for the whole afternoon even when my lunch was there. Her parents even said that it is hardly to see she play so happy with a stranger (actually , i think it's quite dangerous for her as a little to play with stranger coz there are a lot of bad guys out there .. luckily for her, coz I am the good guy , the holy saint ..haha). When she left, I felt suddenly there was a burst of loneliness out of my heart and spread so fast all over my body. Maybe that's some kind of bond betweem us. Although we do not know each other , I found that we are like father and daughter . Maybe this is what people said that sometimes, when people become matured, they need someone to care and share, especially for a guy like me, I do enjoy take care of my family. I feel like I want to start my own family. However, I know that this would not be my recent future.


After I went home, I still remember her face deep in my heart .

She is cute right ? Peek-A-Boo behind her chair with me.

haiz, I was tricked again ....

my boss told me today that I still cant get my salary due to the HQ lost my resume .. they need me to rehand in a new resume and sign a new contract.. I really doubt that is this something they cannot do for pass 6 month and waste my time here.. is this what happen in other private company or it's only something happen on me... haiz.. she like to drag things not only for my case but I am the only one (or I should say two coz I have a partner) that involve in salary and money.. it's definitely my fault since I always settle the things for her as long as she ask me to settle them.. I am really angry of her incompetence and her failure to deliver her promise for several times.. I am attach and stuck because I promise to settle some project and I really felt that I would resign from the job if she still cant get my paid (from Nov until Now)... Do you feel I very selfish of that..?

I hate bad workers.... go to HELL ~~~

how come the worker/staff nowadays really bad de.... I really cant put any hope on them .. how would u judge a worker like this..
He start the work on 8am but will took his breakfast until 9am even he still going for a break with other staff at 10am..
recently he "said" that he found himself has serious back pain and lots kind of pain so need to go for physiotherapy treatment... but oways go on working hours.. summor go on 9 come back at 12.. then say he need to pick up his kids from school after 12 .. where got ppl use working hours to do own things de..
then lunch break from 12 , he can take until 2+++ normally come back at 3 .... zzzz..
then from 3, he can lepak or wondering around until 4+++ then ready to go home....
come OT on weekends juz punch card and bcome missing....
should i take more serious action on him.... I dunwan to become bad superior...
this is why ppl say government do things slowly because there are always bad culture living in.
Lucky for him to work for government or else he would be fired for many times...
I HATE BAD WORKERS....... GO TO HELL...... DUN COME NEAR ME ........

My Langkawi Birthday ... absolutely satisfied

For your information, 22nd March is my birthday and this year, i celebrate in Langkawi .. A new place for me and for my new friends... Thanks ShinYi, Teng for the blueberry cheese cake and thanks Jeff, Steven and Kentson for the 24 piece assorted Roti Canai ...

I wan my salary..... arrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

After 4 month service with Penang Botanic Garden, I haven't get my salary yet .... zzzzz .. earlier due to wait for document to process, now I need to wait new government to approve my claims for salary ... wat kind of reason is this.... I think this is excuse... I cannot tahan liao ...... Bcoz of this , i cant go do the things I wan .... aaarrrrrrrrrrr.................!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob sob sob ...

Life without you is miserable

recently learn how to use how to use my yahoo messenger to settle my students problems in their homework. I oso learn that students nowadays juz hope that their lecturers will give them everything rather than learn on their own. Even swap feeding is not enough that the lecturers have to force them to learn. Is it our job to make sure that they really learn what they need to learn or it is their responsibility to learn as much as possible so they can become what they want in future.. Juz wondering how they are going to survive in uni life where everything we need to do ourself.. The day i left the college i am lecturing, some students came by and told me that i am good lecturer, hope that i wont go . Coz they said I am someone that they think is so important to them now as I am lecturer that can gives them more than knowledge but share things that I went into last time. Coz to me , sharing means caring.. and that's why they said , " Sir, life without you is miserable". I know this is teenager talk as they are imature to think that there are someone u cant live without them . Actually , there arent as u only cant get use to the situation that the person is not around.. When time goes by , you will feel the same as b4 the person even exist in your life. As in life, you start your life as a baby without bringing anything from pass, u will also can bring anything the next life when u die.. After i give them the exam, i told them that it was something unavoidable. I can only wish them good luck ..

Sun shines ~ finally ... Love once again strive..

Finally from raining everyday for pass 5 days, the sun shines again, it was a great on thursday .. Sun shines, and I felt so happy and so energetic.. Should be a great for me..
On the way to work, I met her.. I duno her name not even any details.. The only details I know bout her is she drive a pearl colour WIRA .. she look pretty and confident.. this encounter makes me felt something i thought miss for quite some time d.. the eager to make myself fall in love~ to inject some LOVE into my bloodstream.. Once again, i think i should come out from the darkness before ~~

Sienz~~

Duno how to start my blog , can oni say my feeling is some sort grey , like the weather for this few days. It doesnt rain for 2 month d, suddenly rain for 4 - 5 days.. My feeling change from sunny day to rainy day ... sky is grey and my feeling start to become so grey.. haiz ..